早安。

醒来时 第一件事
就是 想起你
第一时间
拿起手机
对你说句
早安。

睡觉前
只对你说句
晚安。

听说
这些是 远距离的 一种甜蜜。
但一个人甜蜜
有点 可笑
有点 孤单

share the most exciting part of your day to each other.
cant even rmb when this ever happened?

how about you?
the first thing u wake up in the morning is nt to say good morning to me. nope. if it happens its once in a blue moon.
sometimes hours after only you come and find me.
or sometimes i had to come and ask you wake dy?
since i lost the permission to voluntarily wake you. all day long i'll be like a crazy stalker
looking at my phone
waiting for your first text.

every night before you go to sleep.
is when i wake up.
sometimes i purposely woke up early to text u good morning.
but heck the next thing u text back is .. goodnight im off to sleep.
==
i tried to opened up the conversation
but sometimes it got cut off just like that.
no doubt this LDR isnt working anymore,
but you seemed to not care

you always ask me Are you OK?
obviously you know i am not.
Yet these kind of little little things
that seemed soooooo unimportant to you
how could i ever say it out?
i can virtually hear myself telling you all these things
and i sounded like a demanding little princess.
I am not like that
so yeah the only way is to write it here.
and of cuz you wil never read it.
you are a clueless one.



听说
这些是 远距离的 一种甜蜜。
但一个人甜蜜
有点 可笑
有点 孤单

真的不敢有任何期待
因为没次一旦又再有期待
终究 会落空

当然 我 又丑又胖
有男朋友
已经· 是奇迹

不敢想象如果你知道我现在的重量
你会 有什么反应

真的 应该惜福
不要抱怨那么多
只能 在这里说出
心里的话。

不该 为这些 心里过不去
因为 我根本没有资格

*加油