The Escape

Finally back after so long..

This blog seems to be the only place where i could express myself.



I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete




Been feeling very lonely these past few weeks.
Maybe because you are not by my side
Maybe I don't feel I fit in your world anymore.
Only old photographs filled with old memories surround me now.
What changed?



I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?



I dreamt we were at the place we first met
There was no sadness
There was no tears
Only a heart full of happiness
A heart full of blessings
I felt whole again.
What changed?



Oh simple thing where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin


It's not the distance that is holding us back.
I cant figure out what it is.
But i feel i'm being edge out bit by bit from your world.
I'm suffocating.
Feeling lonely
Feeling we are never going to be the same again.
Feeling like you dont belong to me anymore nor u want to belong with me
What changed?



And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know?



I used to be proud of us
Used to have faith in us
Now im left with nothing but lethargy
Not able to move on
Not able to be happy again
My heart doesnt skip a beat for you anymore
My heart is exhausted and wilted
What changed?


If only we can fix this
If only we can have a minute
Why dont we go somewhere only we know?
and talk about it

........
What changed?
What changed?